生活日记 六

Hello~ After a month? Yeap, after so long... 

Am lazy to update my blog recently... 

oh ya, will find some free time to update my double eyelid suture in my previous post.. 

Is getting better now .. hope that it will looks more nature soon .. 

Feel so ... weird out of sudden .. 

Was chatting with a friend. Out of sudden, he asked, what's the reason for the break up from previous relationship?

Not sure why but I feel so ... down? or .. I thought I am getting better from it but actually not?

I am not sure ... 

Maybe, I should go to bed early tonight without thinking much. 

Anyway, hope that I will be better. 

:)

Good Night world.

生活日记 五

以前，每天一起身，下班，出去一回来。。。自动的都会站上去称重机量体重。。。但是。。现在。。。却不敢了。。。还是不要称比较开心点。。。重量。。也只不过是个数字而已。。。最重要还是过的开心咯。。。
今天没什么特别的。。
就来要睡觉了。。
晚安咯。。

双眼皮埋线记

6-9-2017

做了一个人生中其中之一个最大的决定
那就是。。。。
对啦。。。就像图片显示的。。。
我去做了 double eyelid suture 。。 双眼皮埋线
其实measurement的时间很长，真正做起来才不到30分钟
以下图片是Day 1做后拍的。。

放着numb cream，放后感觉眼皮重重地，好像麻麻的感觉

之后，医生进来又量过

决定了高度后就开始打麻醉针

其实也没有很痛

不过当医生缝针的时候会越来越怕

做好左眼，要做右眼时，全身开始抖了

哈哈。。我也不知道为什么

可能是怕看到镜子里的我

很不像我咯

chiang chiang...

下面就是做好后上车拍的

双眼都肿，尤其是右眼

带眼镜。。哈哈。。骗自己带眼镜别人看不出

这是回家后拍的

晚上，去看医生拿mc了。。拿了两天因为不敢去上班
眼睛很肿

Day 2

刚睡醒拍的，所以眼睛很肿又开不到

冰敷后拍的，还是很肿

但是感觉形状比昨天有点不一样了

Bangkok 2017

哈咯，好久没更新啦。。。 蜘蛛网都出来了吧~ 

2-9-17 至 5-9-17 去了bangkok哦，走得脚都要断了，但好开心。。

和他一起去，感恩，谢谢他的陪伴

说真的，如果我一个人去，我一定不会走的。。

因为，再次验证了，我是个没有方向感的人。。

明明说右边，每次就要往左走。。自己都要给自己翻白眼了。。哈哈！

这次旅行。。他食物中毒了。。泻肚子好多次。。好可怜啊。。。

然后，飞机又delay。。要上机的时候才发现到我忘记拿一个bag了。。。

好彩有他。。。飞奔的跑去找。。

不然。。。妈的gucci bag及我那么辛苦选的新衣全部都要报销了。。。

真的很感恩有他。。。

如果。。。他没那样对我。。其实我真的会很爱他。。。

但是现在，既然他也承认从没想过要复合。。。

那么，我也应该好好的从新开始新的生活了。。。

好啦，旅途圆满结束了。。

是不是代表着。。。我们的感情也该到一段落了呢？

偷懒日

呵呵，今天没有去上班，那mc，因为懒惰。
去上班真的没有东西做咧。。。

很悠闲的一天。。。
去了间店，吃早餐了。。回来看戏。。继续吃早餐（打包咯吃不完）
然后午餐和pw一起吃。。
回来看戏。。睡觉。。现在起身。。看戏。。Chatting。。 等下去gym。。
就是将咯。。
也真的很懒惰出去。。很晒咧

现在很想吃东西了。。够力。。

心情日记 四

我想我没有update也有一个星期了吧
哈，不得空呀。。而且啊弟来这里住。。。所以就索性不update了
对了，我买了lyss的柠檬醋。。15号8月开始喝，当时晚上的体重是57.1kg。。就看是不是真的有效吧。。。
啊，对了，我决定了，coming这个星期六去 ClinicRX 咨询。。如果都OK的话，30号吧，或是1号我就要去弄双眼皮了。。。
算了吧，就豁出去吧。。毕竟都29岁了。。。单身都敢了，还有什么不敢的
哈哈哈哈！希望。。。我真的有勇气吧。。。god bless。。。
最近，除了为体重而烦恼，其他的都还好。。。
哈哈，女人，为什么减肥永远是一辈子的课题呢。。。累。。。

就。。。开开心心的过吧
加油咯！

:)

我刚和家人吃饭回来，做了运动，打扫好了房间。。现在还流着汗。。。
一下要冲凉后休息了。。。

晚安啦

好失落

不知道因为什么，今天心情有点低落。 

是因为。。昨晚被放飞机了吗? 还是因为对Eric真的太失望了？

可能两者皆是吧

昨晚，原本说好的和Mr.Yolee一起晚餐的，但是星期五他一个信息来说可能要载家人出去，所以取消了...我也希望他不是随便找个接口而已就为了真的不想和我出去..

如果真的不想和我出去，就老实的说呗..我才不要被敷衍。而却，他之前就说过没必要骗我啊。我知道他解释了为啥要取消，但。。。恐怖的直觉告诉我。。他就是不想和我出去。。

就因为这样，所以才觉得很失落嘛！

不但如此，信息他都比以前还要冷酷，简直就是敷衍了...

其实，还蛮伤心的。。也是我的问题吧。。。哈！算了吧！

傻婆！

至于Eric,星期六原本想说和他一起去肥鱼家open house的，结果打电话给他，却被盖电话了，不需要问吧，就因为Game。说实在的，对如此举动，我对他是真的非常失望。还要说，这就是他，可不可以接受，由得我。 哈哈！我的天呀。现在，是什么情况？不过也算了，自从那件事发生后，虽然他说他会努力挽回，但。。我还真的什么都没感觉到。是他失败？还是我的心对他，已经绝望了？

所以，昨晚end up跟 fat joe and gyn 一起出去。。。

我们去了云顶，喝了星巴克，吃了muffin 。。。 这件事。。其实是我很想实现的。。终于。。都做了。。。。 

话说，也还蛮奇怪的。。

哟里先生是6号11月生日的。。。和他没出成

但，却和了gyn and joe... where gyn也是6号11月生日的。。

真巧。。

可怎么，两人性格却一点都不一样呢？

好奇怪。。

对了，刚才和家人去了 GM 还买了一条裙子和一件衣服。。。 

好开心 😄 因为真的很久没有买衣服了。。

好了，我想我该去睡觉了。。。

肚子应该是进风。。。

好痛好痛好痛。。。

T.T

哎。。今天就真的难过得很想😭

生活点滴 三

Hey~ It's Thursday :) My Favorite Day

Well... It's hectic week for me. Quite stressful at work. But it's fine, I will be strong and fight for it.

I went Facial at Herbalife. Quite nice and relax. I like it.

Hope tomorrow will be a goood gooooood gooooooood Friday.

Hmmm.. okay larh.. shall stop here..

Should I sleep or should I watch drama?

I fell in love with my bestfriend

Saw a post .. decided to share it here to remind myself .. for my future one :)

Written by Yuna Zara.. Simple yet meaningful..

I fell in love with my bestfriend. 
But he didn’t chase me. He had his doubts about me. Means he is careful about who he lets into his life.
He didn’t whisper sweet nothings to my ears. But he will always answer my phone calls. 
He doesn’t parade our relationship on social media.  I am not his shiny new toy. I am his hidden gem.
He doesn’t put me first. He has his parents, his beautiful nieces and nephew, his siblings, his health, his life.
He wasn’t jealous if I talk to my peers or work with other guys, he lets me grow. He didn’t care that I had 2 million followers. He knows all the 10 real friends I have and their names. 
He can’t remember the title of my songs, but he remembers his niece’s birthday.
He didnt forgo his friends for me. His friends were there for him when he needed them before i came into his life.
He would never immediately agree to my thoughts. He tells me if im wrong. And when im right, he acknowledges it.

All this time I thought love was all about how a man should profess his love, flowers at my door, letters saying he’s in love, enslaving his entire being to me, but here is this person, who just wants to be sure he is the best man that he can be for himself, his family, and the world. And at the end of the day, he tells me all about it. All these things that he does or does not do, for some reason, he wants to share all of them with me. 

And at the end of our every conversation, he lets me know that he loves me too.

I am his best friend. And for that, I am the luckiest girl in the world.

Another Stressful Day

Another stressful day...

Was being assigned to do the AR Collector testing started yesterday. 

It's not a difficult task but honestly very stressful...especially work together with my boss.

Haiz.. I foresee my life in Sime Darby will be a very difficult one.. But no choice.. Jia you ba..

T.T

Almost give up on my current career... but.. I must keep it up! Cannot give up so easily :(

Going out with Ah Yong later.. hehe.. go makan lorh..

Bad Day in Work

It's not a very good day today.. Kena shoot by boss early in the morning saying that I didn't did my job well.... Haiz... okay, it's my faults again.. I very kek hei! Seriously, did feel like crying..
Then I tell myself ... 坚持要是眼泪的两倍！
Actually.. I admitted that I might not handle it well but I don't think so it's all my faults. But anyway, should learn from the lessons. HAiz.. Hopefully... everything will be fine when my team is there..

I Am Sad.

Hmm, sent the song to him yesteday and he replied this morning said that he slept dy yesterday..
Because of the unhappy things happened in office... I replied him back at 7pm+ .. telling him that I had a bad day and feel like crying.. he told me he's at gym, what happened? Then I said ... you gym first ba.. Tell you after you are home..
Don't think so he will tell me when he's home..
Okay.. might just send him a summary later..
Going to sleep dy.. Tired :(

Haiz.. why...
I don't think so I will give up so easily at my career.. I must fight for what I want.. I must concur it all!.. I hope I can do it..
Jia You Ba!

Good Night World...

Oh YA! Went DIm SUm dinner with with Ah Soh today.. haha.. tell him a lot~ happy :)

暖心

Love this song so much.. Kinda sweet type of song...
Well.. Just enjoying the lyrics and the rhythm... Nice la~
Just trying to let myself feeling sweet a bit lorh~
Gonna share this song with Mr. Yolee later..
Who cares.. Just wanted to share a song with him.. nothing much..
And for me.. I hope.. I gonna be goooooood soon..
^.^

KL Makan Day

Went KL City with Eric just now after work ..
Went Pavilion for dinner.. Had dinner at food court.. then Lot 10 for Cheeeeeese Cake~
Emmm.. the cheese cake is quite tasty but I guess ... because I'm too full jor.. so .. feel vomiting after the cheese cake lorh..
We bought Koi after that.. Argh, really super full lah~

Just came back and I workout a bit lorh... Shit man! I'm 57+kg now..
No NO NO No No No dinner from next week. T.T
Been working very hard to reach 53kg and now... 57kg.. seriously??? T.T

Mmmmm.. nothing much today... Did not text Mr.Yolee... Yea, like I said, I will not text him until he text me larh (if he does)...

Woohoo~ It's Thursday today.. but.. Guess so gonna sleep after I bath ... Exhausted..

Oh ya, Eric's going to Indon tomorrow for Chuan Chong's Wedding.. Fun lorh~

Hm.. Imma going back Banting tomorrow ba.. since nothing to do if I stay here..

Okay lorh.. Gonna bath then sleep jor..

Good Night World :)

Sweet Dreamssssss...

Dinner + Confirmation in Employment at SD

2-8-17

Went dinner with Hikaru at Atria Mall, the vietnam food.
Had a very long chit chat session with him.. haha.. of course lah, never meet up for so long dy..
Just some updates of what had happened on me.. perhaps, would be his turn next round..

Came back and workout a bit.. now sweating.. going to bath after blogging.

Hahaha.. Anyway, I am all good larh~
So, doesn't matter if he reply or not, my lift is still going on ah~
I don't want to be so stupid again lorh :)

Hmm.. Shall stop now la~
Bye Bye Mr.Yolee (till you find me or that is it la)
And .. Good Night my blog.

❤

大头虾

星期一

今天开车去上班..... 要到公司了才发现...... 怎么出门手拿的东西那么轻，那么少....
转头一看.... 偶买噶！我竟然忘记拿公司电脑了！
我哭！
啊！！！怎么我可以那么笨咧！！！
结果....还是回去拿了... 就将...原本8点可以到公司...变成了9点...
超级蠢！

大头虾 到一个境界了

哎....

没什么特别事发生咯
就做工到9点多.. 回家workout了..冲凉了...现在update下blog...就要去睡觉了..

怎么.... 怎么.... 怎么.... 那么闷的列

起身..上班...下班...睡觉

然后就重复 重复的

好啦...这就是 生活嘛...

好咯... 眼睛很蒙了..
要睡觉了

晚安啦
:)

心情日记 - 二

Now, I'm here in PJ without my wallet. I left it in my dad's car.
What's lucky, I'm still have RM200 with me. So, I need to spend it wisely as I'm on full schedule this week...
Started from
Tuesday - I am to meet up Wendy for her birthday celebration.
Wednesday - I am to meet up Lao Yang for dinner, okay, at least this one yet to be confirmed.
Thursday - I am to meet up my ex colleagues for gathering.
Friday - I think I need to roll back Banting without a single cent with me le ba.

So, I am boiling red bean soup now for tomorrow's breakfast and lunch with the "bao" bought from Tanjung Sepat this noon.

Haiz, why am I so careless leh... T.T

I need to go back to gym le la~ stopped for a week due to "aunty visit". Hopefully I can discipline myself to workout everyday loh~

Hmm.. I not so sure why but my stomach not really feeling well.. Sob..

Okay lah, guess so I am to off now and maybe lay to sleep jor..

Good Night lorh~
Monday No Blue~ I hope.

心情日记 - 一

It's Thursday today~ meaning to say, I'm on "the-night-is-still-young" mode. 

So ngam, friends looking for yam cha~ ngek ngek .. 

Let's update some before I'm out.. 

Hmm.. being so "young" these days because every night I sleep late.. bed time was after 1am.. and so.... I was dying yesteday.. haha.. Fall asleep around 7pm+ 

Woke up around 11pm+ thought of to brush teeth then continue to sleep but.... I forgot, I need to dry the clothes.. Okay, after that, of course lah laying and play phone for awhile lorh~

Chat with Mr. Yolee~ he told me he is "acting like a death fish" when I asked what are you doing... Man, you are funny lah... Hmm.. chat for awhile only larh then I become pig again jor~

Hmm.. 

26-7-17 

Exactly a year since she looked for me.. 

Don't really feel like what I've expected (good sign right) ... 

I hope, everything is fine now... 

At least, I'm trying to look back for mua happy life la~

Ahh! yea... it's around 6 months I joined SD .. and .. I passed my Probation yesterday! 

Woohoo.. Hm.. Happy ma? I am not sure but I feel even stress lah.. 

What to do.. Jia You ba~ 

Well, something contra lah .. on the same day but different year.. 

A year ago, I was in hell .... 

A year later, I fight for what I'm looking for.. at least, doing good in my career lah~ 

Beautiful In White - I love this song very very very much! 

It's so sweeeet! :') 

Okay, I know .. it's a wedding song .. but .. I just found it shoooooooo Sweeeeeet~ 

I can sing for myself ahh.. nothing much geh ma :P

被放飞机+无聊

今天...心情不是那么好...
至于为什么呢...我也不是很清楚..就是...不 开 熏 ！

其实也没什么啦... 可能是因为.... Period? 也许是因为工作吧...

不懂~

原本很想去吃NLP的...结果被赖伟杰放飞机....
这让本小姐 更 不 爽！
重点是 .... 要放飞机 还不要先告诉人 ... 还要等我问了才说不行！
我最不喜欢人家做事没有交代的！
早知道是将的话，我就在公司加班算了...反正工作一大堆！
算了！

哎.... 那个... 26号就来到了... 我不喜欢那天！

:(

不写了..
拜！

对了... 说过一定要写些开心的..让我想想吧...想到再update好了..
肚子 好饿！

Movie Night + Surprise Bday Clb

22-7-17

Hey Hey, went movie with Mr. Yolee on Saturday, 22nd of July. We watched Baby Driver at One City Mall. The movie itself... not bad lah.. haha, my type of movie loh..

He picked me up at Banting's house and we departed around 8p.m. Was quiet in the car for awhile.. mmmmm... to be frank, quite awkward tho. And so, I started up topics... we talked about Taiwan lah.. else, really nothing much to talk jor.. :o

Reached and waited for movie to start lorh.. @.@ ... this guy ha, can really walkkkk so Fast... without caring if there's people following =.=ll

After movie, and we talked a lot in the car lorh.. hmm.. okay lah, asked quite awkward questions to him that makes him paiseh... eh.. i also paiseh de ma .. just wanted to know if you will find me if i'm not looking for you la~ your answer ..... kay lorh... then we talked a lot lah.. and ... reminded him not to walk sooooo fast if i'm with him larh, at least ... not to forget someone is walking together larh..

After so many years, and here I'm to blog but it's all about this child-hood-neighbour... hmm.. nothing much.. just to jot down something special happened in my life where I think it's something cheerful than ... emotion .. Ah ha... 米修 米修 ... it's what I wanted to tell you..

But yea, I knew... it's not about love. It's just kind of feeling.. maybe, it's about thankful ba..
After what had happened to me year ago, and now, at least someone there where I can hang out with without him knowing what had happened on me. ......

Anyway, jia you lo ! :)

23-7-17

Had a surprise BBQ session at home for Pang Heng to celebrate his birthday (a belated one)...
Haha, hope he likes it..

And, I am still very full now ..
Okay lah, going to bed jor..

Good Night World ~

Loved one birthday + self remind

It's my mom and brother in law birthday today~

Happy Birthday!!!! ❤️

Went Subang Gao Ren Guan for celebration 🎉 

Then had tong sui next door ~ 

Nothing much happened today~ 

I guess, imma getting migraines :( 

So gotta sleep soon.. 

Ah! Am thinking of.... 

I'm 29 now!

Should have do whatever I wants to do without thinking much

Is like

I ask if I wants, I decline if I don't  like to 

And also, should start learning to be a better me

Love myself more before loving others 

Now, it's not about loneliness but growing up

Only thing to remind myself - I Can Do It! 

🙂😘

Birthday + July's Update

Arloh.... it's time to update mua blog la~

Let's start from mua birthday ba... Eee.. it's about a month ago though.. 

Celebrated mua birthday a day in advance with mua love family members~

Nah... Pictures say a thousand words.. so, need not to describe further le ba.. 

From the bottom of my heart.. Thank you mua loved one.. Love you all Deep Deep Deep Deep.. 

Muackssss~~~

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July

It's mid of July, urgh, time flies.. it's the 2nd half of 2017.. 

A lot, A lot, A lot happened this year.. Errrm, should said since 2nd half of 2016.

Am busy with work recently, and of course, trying very hard to motivate myself to gym... AHHHHHHhhhhhhh... 4kgs gained in a month time .. I wonder how I did it but .. yea~ it's a must to jot down here.. Since June, from 53kg to 57kg. GOsh! I did the mission impossssible and now I need to work hard to lose the 4kgs! T.T

Well, started July, I try. I'm 55.6kg now.. at least 2kgs to go :(

No dinner from now on until further notice T.T

@.@ I am hungry :(

Ah, last but not least, I need to get used to lone's living from now on. 

Isn't easy nor difficult.. 

Hmm.. Well.. nothing larh.. nothing much to update. 

Ohhh! Woright larh, must jot down something special or happy in mua every blog started today.

Went Ciaoz with Mr. Yolee on 14th of July. A restaurant that I wanted to try since long time ago and yea! I tried. The food there is nice, at least the pasta is totally out of mua expectation. IT's Yummy! 

Hm, meeting back the childhood neighbour... I guess, it's more than 10 years that we never meet (should be).. But now we got the chance to have dinner together.. it's amazing lol because it's something that I never think of. 

He's kind of careful and considerate people.. did impressed me lot. 

It's the first time, mua very first time, someone peel off the shrimps shell for me.. this really surprised me when he asked, you don't eat shrimp? I said, I do, then he passed me the shrimp. God. Okie la, Sweet dao yi xia xia lo.. 

Then, went toilet, he was there waiting for me to come out, instead of looking at his phone or doing other things.. impress dao yi xia xia also lorh.. 

不好意思啦，偷拍惹..反正你不懂，所以没关系 lol

Hmm.. it's not love.. not like.. Just excited about meeting back mua childhood friend... after so long. 

Kay loh, gonna stop here jor.. need to go to bed dy.. 

T.T very hungry :(