11.12.13

Again, I'm to update what had happened recently.
Flashing back... I used to be a frequent blogger. It was a long long time ago.. My blog wouldn't stop with new updates. Since when I've stopped this habit? Mmmmm.... It's really a very long long time ago...
Actually, what shall we updates in blog? Happy moment? Sad moment? Questions in the mind?
Yea, I'm only the kind of people who will express well my feeling in writing blogs.. I could release my unhappiness and tension in blog but weirdest part is I never told anyone that I have a blog maybe until they found it out? Haha. Anyway, I would be happy if anyone has found my blog. I even could be very surprised if it did. Hmm... I wanted to write a long long long post.. but I'm just lack of word to describe the feeling.
Everything is in a complicated mode.
I don't really wish I'm facing all these by just hiding myself. I forced myself so hard to face all had happened.. It's difficult.. It's struggled.. It's stressed.. It's pained.
I'm learning all these by matured my thought and stepped a bit foot above.
The longer I live in this situation, the more I understand that I need to settle all these in a mature way.
I'll never know the pain until I really fall down.
I'm making lots of decision. I don't know whether all these are right but I knew that if I don't, I will not be grow.
Everyone has the difficult time. What's yours? And how do you facing it?

By the way, happy 11.12.13 to you.
Sounds like a very special date which should be together with a very special one.
I hope everyone is happy and enjoy life.
:)

some updates

Hey, it's  me again... How are you my little world? :)
Sorry... Has dumped you for months.... ohhh...
Alright, it's time to have some updates (to avoid boombing spider?) haha..

It's a nice day...a cold night... a sleepless night...
I should have on bed now
Okay, let's talk about life..

It's normal.. it's normal working from 9am to 7pm (maybe earlier.. mayber later)
Handling those funny/stingy customers...
It's fun sometimes... but it's angry sometimes..
Well this is the so-called working life I guess everyone would face just in different way?

Okay, I guess I found myself a little bit lazy... (hehehe) ... to do things that I should have do?
Nvm..

Oh yea.. found out something but .. hohoho.. I finally realised that I don't really care about it anymore... Yes or No.. I shouldn't be influenced by it.. (weeeee.... \m/)
*i might not understand why am I written this months later if I bump in to visit this little world again but who cares? hahaha

I don't like my little world been restricted by expressing what I love to express but.... .. :)

Hey there.. how are you? are you happy? *hugss** (a little warming regards to myself)

Screening back posts that I had posted...
It's plain.. It's out of color... It's only words but no pics..
But this is me where how I used words to express my thought.. or feeling..

Calming down my mind by some low volume music
Calming down myself by thinking those I shouldn't

You know what?
I felt happy and peace so in sudden ..

Freshing back those had happened in past...
It's funny .. It's wordless ...
Hopefully I will not feel the same way back a year later if there's a sleepless night ...

:)

<3