Cinderella

Cinderella

Yeap.. Today's topic is about CINDERELLA

I always call myself as cinderella when i'm back to Banting

It doesn't means that i'm as pretty as her

It doesn't means that i'm as pity as her

It simply because I have to be home at 12 just like her

Friends knew ..

When I said I'm cinderella that night

They won't call me for yam cha d

and

Friends knew ..

If I said I'm 24-7 that night

We'll hang out till late night (HEHE)

I already used to it and I don't feel anything on it

Not to make parents worried

Not to make parents angry

I have to follow my parent's rules

It just because they love me too much

Well

As I mentioned in previous post

I decided to work with dad for his business

It's neither forced nor been forced

For me .. it's a must ~

Don't know ..

I tried to fight for what I want

I tried to tell them what I want

I tried to tell them how I think

But end up ...

I got no choice but going back to help them

Sorry to say that ... BUT

Don't ever said I'm "mm tie mm diu" again

I got my own plan

I didn't tell you guys just because I don't want you guys to fan for me

I believed I can handle my things very well

I didn't tell you guys what I want because what I want is not what you guys can give me

I believed I can follow my plan if I got the chance

I didn't tell you guys how I think because I know you guys won't support me

You always said .. everything can be discussed

But it doesn't seems that way ...

Discussed = follow your decision but not mine

And this time

I will not tolerance anymore

I work with you .. willingly

But I do hope that you could respect me as well

This is the only thing I hope .... and I wish ...

Lastly

I wish .. I could have more freedom from you .. and you

BUT I know

I'm cinderella

Till now

Yes, I am still a

CINDERELLA

I will try to accept it

as

no point for me to complain it

since

nothing would be changed...

Freedom, I want!