11.12.13

Again, I'm to update what had happened recently.
Flashing back... I used to be a frequent blogger. It was a long long time ago.. My blog wouldn't stop with new updates. Since when I've stopped this habit? Mmmmm.... It's really a very long long time ago...
Actually, what shall we updates in blog? Happy moment? Sad moment? Questions in the mind?
Yea, I'm only the kind of people who will express well my feeling in writing blogs.. I could release my unhappiness and tension in blog but weirdest part is I never told anyone that I have a blog maybe until they found it out? Haha. Anyway, I would be happy if anyone has found my blog. I even could be very surprised if it did. Hmm... I wanted to write a long long long post.. but I'm just lack of word to describe the feeling.
Everything is in a complicated mode.
I don't really wish I'm facing all these by just hiding myself. I forced myself so hard to face all had happened.. It's difficult.. It's struggled.. It's stressed.. It's pained.
I'm learning all these by matured my thought and stepped a bit foot above.
The longer I live in this situation, the more I understand that I need to settle all these in a mature way.
I'll never know the pain until I really fall down.
I'm making lots of decision. I don't know whether all these are right but I knew that if I don't, I will not be grow.
Everyone has the difficult time. What's yours? And how do you facing it?

By the way, happy 11.12.13 to you.
Sounds like a very special date which should be together with a very special one.
I hope everyone is happy and enjoy life.
:)